not yet the best but i can improve. I want to train with my team mates not alone! =((((

Will those same words ever turn meaningless?

Will emotions overcome the soul and mind of the strongest person?

Will one ever understand the other party wholly?

Why do we always let negative factors suppress us from achieving our aims?

Why do most people want to take the easiest way out for every problems?

Sadly, why do people just live life on the surface and not think through every actions that they make?

"you make it happen, thats why the problem exists over and over again"

I'll try again, believe my mental strength is still with me :)

Be lazy,not :)

I'll be disciplined.

I'll be independent.

I'll think through.

I'll decide soon.

Everthing's getting tougher day by day. I just want things to slow down but how can that be possible. Sure Everybody wants that to happen.

There are some who really go all out to pursue in what they are passionate in n they did it. Big bucks and awesome car. I will want to walk the same journey.

Lately, I've been losing focus and feeling indistinct but anw I finally found something which I want to pursue in apart from working my way back to national team. I aspire to be a photographer and soon will be hunting for free lance photography jobs. I'll seize every opportunity. It may take months or a couple of years but I'll continue learning.

My mind tells this but what I truely desire is another. Oh well, as of now I'll focus on my goals.



Love Grandma and Grandpa.

Camp was a total blast!

First night was kind of a first hand performance of sex actions thing like WTH BUT FUN.
Card games and 'DARE' throughout the night. Everyone were up for 'DARE' which were all totally obsene dares. AWESOME NIGHT.

Horror movie, ghost stories(like, OH SHIT)night walk, amazing race, dirty n gross game stations, Dance and performance were damn fun and enjoyable.

Not a least bit of regret.

Today I made a promise

And the promise shall not be broken.

40 laps today. wooohooo. Ended with a headache but nevertheless a fruitful day indeed.

Photography at Singapore Zoological Garden. Is that God's calling? I feel it is.

Will it be a turning point in life? Shall see=)





not yet the best.